I've been managing lock down just fine until today. We need food supplies and I don't want to go to the supermarket. I've been working from home for four weeks now, only going out for daily exercise at times when less people are about and for essential food supplies. Home is where I feel safe.
I'm the only one in our house doing the shopping. Today I'm starting to feel the burden of it on the basis of Russian roulette; every time I go out my odds lesson of being safe. My wife, who is recovering from radiotherapy, is terrified of leaving the house and isn't even taking exercise.
I suffer with anxiety which I manage via medication and Mindfulness but both are being tested thoroughly now.
I simply don't want to go out. Maybe I'll feel differently tomorrow.